Run Away

最近真的很烦。不知道为什么

心情不怎么好。总觉得头脑快负荷不了。

很不想上学。上学原本是一件快乐的事。

为什么现在我觉得好痛苦？

学院和中学最大的不同，不是教学方式

不是环境，不是课系

而是明显的人为性格

是可以玩的朋友，但是却依然少了种感觉

少了种亲切，信任

在中学，虽然跟一个不怎么熟悉的人说话，会觉得安心

在学院，却要担心自己会不会伤害了别人，让别人讨厌什么的

只能带着开心的脸庞

提出意见，批评，赞美什么的，

也无法喜欢说什么就说什么。

也许我太在意了

我想做回自己

开心就笑

生气就摆臭脸一整天

Waiting

It's 8.30am. Walking towards the classes.

Searching for classmates, each classes by each classes.

And the end,nobody was there.

Wondering why I'm on times?

I told myself that I didn't have to come but I felt sorry and worried that

they would be waiting for me..

In the end, I'm just thinking too much.

Am I look unserious?I'm always serious on times.

Once I promised, I would attend on times. That's nothing funny.

I really don't know why they laughed and said that I'm stingy.

Is it funny? Don't it's a project that should be serious on it?

Why blame others when things happen?

Keat said before that I'm stubborn and have many principles.

Maybe...

I really hate waiting..the unlimited waiting.

I do not understand, why people couldn't reach on time?

Lots of excuses.. never mind but why people wouldn't inform when they would coming late? Please be responsible, no matter on works, friends, family, lover, and even yourself.

突然想念

听着抒情的You And Me,突然感觉好舒适。
外头在下着大雨，真的好喜欢这一刻的感觉。
闭上眼睛，幻想自己躺在海边的摇床上，
听着海浪拍打的声音，吹着海风，喝杯红酒。真的好舒服。
突然很想念三月的浮罗交怡之旅。。
早上起来，打开窗户，呼吸着清新的空气，享受美好的早餐，
下午跟你手牵手漫步海边，晚上一起躺在海边看星星。
慢活的感觉真好，我不喜欢热闹。
静静和自己爱的人，爱的朋友，谈谈天，是最舒服开心的。